I screamed out your name. Even my voice will probably never reach you.
But you know, now I'm ok with that. Some day in my heart you'll be.
I'll dream tonight, dreams of you. Because of that letter I put under my pillow.
My dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off.
I always painfully awaken at four in the morning.
Time is too painful. The dreams don't stop.
Love freezes to death. Cold night on such a long night.
My consciousness splintered and powdered.
Memories scattered about holding your ring so tightly…
That my tears wet the pillow. So I couldn't hear it.
I blocked my ears…to your voice.
One more scar added to my wrist.
Melting into the wound... you...
I am breaking… Burning the letter…
It's reduced to ash… I am breaking …
Destroy my heart… I am breaking…
Losing you…
I love you… I love you… I love you…
I am breaking…
Losing you…
I love you!!!
Rest in peace…
I will always love you…
To my dear mithridate Cassandra…