This is one of those nights that i can't seem to sleep peacefully..I miss you my mithridate..

your smile, your laughter, your gentle touch, your scent, your kiss, the medicine to cure my pain..

your everything..although i've moved on, i do miss you every night when im alone in my bed..time heals slowly..

there are nights when i dreamt of you and how i wish i could be lost in those dreams..

and how i wish that the only reason my eyes would open is with you by my side..

Sometimes i wonder why you went away without saying goodbye..i need that..

We shared so many memories and has been thru alot together..And all those while you're sick and i don't even know it, you never show...

you're always so happy around me..i felt so fortunate for awhile to have you..and i would trade just about anything if God could keep you with me..

and i miss you still..no words to describe how im feeling right now..just silence..

the source of my loneliness..this pain, it won't go easily..how i wish this was just another lie..or perhaps a bad nightmare..

rest in peace.