I want you to love me, but I don't think you will. I wander around as i repeat this to myself. It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say "I love you"to the one I love. Do you love me or not? I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know! No matter how badly I desire to be with you. There are so many unchangeable things in this world, and my love for you can't stopped by anyone.As 100o nights pass, I long to tell you... I have to let you know. Putting these feeling into words is so scary, but... The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.That's why we can only smile. Why we sing "Do Re Mi"among the vivid autumn colors. With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves as to protect someone who's just been reborn.As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice. I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest.I didn't want to know that you didn't love me and live the rest of my days all alone. That day, i kept on loving you without getting hurt.Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you"to the one i love... And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.
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Hello hello~! people who read my blog. hee~! well. today webcam with intan. long time never webcam with her. so we took some photo while webcam-ing. fun.. here the photo.. i love the first one. i look hot. but im not. hahaha!
Labels: thanks intan
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There was your heart, and there was mine. This love, torn apart by every word.
Is hopeless love all we have? Is this what we dreamed?
I cannot go.
Take this heart let it die slow. Tear away from the pain. Tear away from the red.
Are we trading in our hearts for emptiness?
Is this love or human condition?
I close my eyes to see you. Hope is in your name.
Where you are I cannot go.
Take, this heart and let it go
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